I'm scared about a lot of things regarding my future. I'm scared I won't make more of myself before I'm 30 and more scared that I won't meet that special person I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with.
But, running scared isn't an option. Not now, not ever. I don't want to delay making important decisions because I'm afraid of the consequences or outcomes. Making hard decisions is part of growing up and I'm all grown up.
Following Jesus comes with many costs and I have found it very difficult to give those things up. Wish I could be selfish...unfortunately, I'm no longer deaf or blind. When God speaks, obedience should follow. Normally, I'd run - but, this time I'm making a conscious effort to run forward because I know God has the best things planned for me. ^^ Just need to take the first step...that's the hard part.
Following Jesus comes with many costs and I have found it very difficult to give those things up. Wish I could be selfish...unfortunately, I'm no longer deaf or blind. When God speaks, obedience should follow. Normally, I'd run - but, this time I'm making a conscious effort to run forward because I know God has the best things planned for me. ^^ Just need to take the first step...that's the hard part.
